Plain and boring

Does anyone knows the feeling of being constantly reminded that you are :
1. Plain
2. Boring
3. Flat
4. Average-looking only, maybe a little ugly

Maybe you all only experienced some of th above.

I hear all these things all the time.

" xxx said that you are flat "
" You are so boring. "
" No luhhs you are not ugly ... maybe average looking "

Its like you started out with a bright day, then someone just say one of these to you.


It can totally pull your mood down.

Who doesn't want to be pretty? Popular? Chio?
Which girl doesn't?

I'm already considering plastic surgery.
Bigger eyes? Sharper nose? Smaller face? Bigger breasts?

Sometimes, when you look at others, you'd feel that compared to them, you are nothing.

I'm sooooo sick of these stuffs.

xoxo,
Juliana

Don't miss me

weird, weird dream

You are NEVER gonna guess who I've just dreamed of.









Shih Ting Yu.


Yes.
I just dreamt of him.

Inside my dream, he told me that I've changed.
Like what ren zhi cheng told me.

Did I really change a lot?

Oh well.
He still looks handsome like the past.
Hope I can still see him soon :D

xoxo,
Juliana

Don't miss me

Heart-Brokened

I feel so bloody hell irritated for no reason now.

Lemme see.

Today.

Nothing much.

Had New South Wales Maths Exam or whatsoever you call that thing.

Don't think I'm gonna get distinction ... or even credit :/

Then school just whizzed past.

Drama.

Miss Ross [ How do ya spell her name ? ] is so freaking NICE!

She talks with a cool accent!

I LOVE HER!

Right.

I'm feeling damn tired right now.

Shall go study science and chinese.

Darn.

xoxo,

Juliana

Days and Days of waiting

11 more days to Sodagreen Singapore Concert~

5 more days to ... the 1 years and 4 months of me liking him.

Woahwoahwoah.

Had a feeling that I'm gonna score badly for my Geo test.

Dead :/

Btw, do you all know how this year's NDP bag look like?

Its like a paperbag ...

Very disappointed :/

Today is Racial Harmony Day.

So Mr B.Koh wanted us to greet him in 4 diff. languages, like how Mr. Ho greeted us in da morning.

Why didn't we have him as our LA teacher for Jan-June?!

Instead of dreadding to go LA class, we will be like "

" When's LA?! "

" Huh there's only one period? I like his lessons lehh. "

And today ... we did a series of activities.

Everybody is suppose to write a note to ' Soapy ' from ' The Cop and The Anthem "

Then, we are suppose to stand from our seats and read our letter out.

After that, Mr B.Koh collected all of our notes and then, randomly picked one and read it out.

SunXin was then suppose to guess whose letter is he reading from.

She got all correct because we smiled at her if its our note that's being read out.

2 Joy is soooooo cooperative~

And smart :DDD

Okay I shall a day of randomness here.

Ciao, Baby.

Emo-talking ... again?

It seems that the only times that I'll post in my blog is when I'm feeling down.

I feel so tired ... but I can't sleep.
Partially because of the dark night, which creeps me out.
Partially because of that someone, whom I've been trying real hard to forget.


I've liked him for one year four months.
I think not many people will understand how I feel.
This is one year we're talking about.

Its so rare that I never post this post in Chinese.


I scribbled his name everywhere.
My textbooks, my palms ... etc.
And suddenly, over a night.
I was told to ... hate him because of various reason.

I cried so many times because of him.
But now, I'm absolutely... numb.


I find no point in crying for someone who doesn't even knows that I like him.


Sigh.


Shall see if there's a suitable blogskin for my blog.
Toodles!

Oooohhhh sssssszzzzz

Had a long long day today.
Wonder if anyone is reading my blog.
Make my tagboard alive people!


Had the drama competition.
Jia Yi's group won bronze :DDDD
But our group ... didn't win.
Not even bronze.
Damn ... we worked so hard for it.
Yu Pin & I was actually aiming for gold!

After the drama competition, went back to school and changed into home clothes.
And so many things happened.
Shall not elaborate them :)

Went to Orchard with YuPin Koh, JiaYi Huin and HsingMan Liu
Wandered around for quite some time before settling to eat in coffee club.
JiaYi Huin ordered a shepherds pie while I ordered cake & coke [ weird combination, I know ]
OMG SODAGREEN SONG IS PLAYING ON CHANNEL 54 NOW!!!


-coughs- Lets go back to the topic~
Then HsingMan had to leave ... :(
So we just went around shopping, went to the foodfest in Ngee Ann City
Super crowded I tell you.


Then we shopped and yakked and joked.
Then went to cinelesuire for dinner.

AHAHAHA here comes the fun part.
After that we went inside Taka.

WE CAMWHORED LIKE MAD!
Not really like mad ... but still ... around 50 plus pics.
Stay tune to yu pin and my friendster for pictures.
Its super funny I tell you.

Ooooohhhhh ssssszzzzzzz ♥

After reading the ' war ' between Xiaxue & Dawn Yang, I had a sudden tinge to post.

1.
Look at this beautiful baby.
Its gonna be mine in ... August?
This phone is kinda popular so I hope there will be stocks in August.

2. Today was the best Friday I have ever had in my school life.
Weather was freaking cold :DD
If only if its not ' global warming ' but ' global freezing '
I would rather be frozen than melting.
I would rather pile on piles of clothing than fanning myself like a madwoman.


School celebrated Youth Day~~
So many teachers performed man.
I think I won't be able to forget Mr Ho's character -
A thai drugseller and hokkien singer.

When he walked down 2 love and sung a hokkien song, I laughed till I cried.
& The Hsing man and Jia yi hor ; super hyper today

3.
I'm absolutely looking forward to tomorrow.
First up; watching movie with my most beloved Liin & Qian Qian

Next up; a visit to my dearest grandmomma
I love her so much man!!! <3333

4.
Quotes from my MSN :

" Pretty girls get EVERYTHING while ugly ducklings like me can only envy them from one corner "

I like him ; but I don't think he'll even talk to me ...
I look like a freak and I'm dumb

5.
I miss Sodagreen.
28 days to their concert~
Cheers & applause please

6.
As you can see, I have nothing else to blab about
So I shall float away now :)